hahaha..wala lang. nakaka-LSS.

There was nothing to say the day he left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

* You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have broken apart
Fixing a broken heart

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear

* repeat

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past
'cause here we are at least

* repeat

                            

which baby are you?

Hehe. nakakatuwa to.

Jan 
     Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

Feb 
  Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.  Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.  Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. 

Mar 
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.  Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.  Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.  Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. 

Apr

 
  Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.  Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.  Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others.  Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. 
May
 
     Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.  Hardworking. High-spirited.

Jun 
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

Jul

 
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.  Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.  Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.  Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.  Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.  dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Aug 
  Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer.  Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone".  Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring.  Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious.  "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent.  Strong willed. A fighter.

Sept 
  Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.  Stubborn.  Hasty.  Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.  Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. 

Oct 
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.  Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.  Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Nov 
  Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times.  Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent.  Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Dec 
     This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.  Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.  Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.  Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.  Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.  Sensitive.

db? hehe. la lng. i think totoo halos lahat ng descriptions. haha. lalo na yung sa march!! hahaha.

PROM??!!

feb 23, 2007..

im supposed to be excited para sa last prom ko buong buhay ko eh, pero hindi eh..

medyo nagtatampo ako sa mga magulang ko kasi hindi sila makakapunta..huhu..bakit nung si ate? pumunta naman kayo nung 3rd yr at 4th year siya ah.. tapos ako ni minsan hindi kayo nagpunta..

nakakainis kasi tumayo ng matagal sa stage ng nakatoga na pagkainit init, tpos nakaheels pa, nakakangawit ng sobra..as in toditch..tpos magbbeat pa ng phil sci high thou stands above chorba, nakakapagod..

laki pa ng problema ko sa susuotin ko, tama bang biglang hindi ko na kasya. bute nlang nanjan si mami cring.  sobrang malas ko pa..sinipon ako eh sasayaw pa man din kme ng tango.. hindi lang un problma ko, dun sa susuotin ko sa tango eh nakalimutan ko magdala ng ano..nakakainis.. eh tube pa man din yun, nakakatakot na mahulog..

nung kainan na, tama bang wala akong table!! wala akong upuan! wala akong food! eh gutom na gutom pa man din ako.. nung binigyan na ako ni mam macy ng plate eh hindi ko pa gusto yung ulam,. tapos buko pandan pa eh nakakahilo ang buko.. kaya yun, nagpakabusog ako sa tubig..

dance with parents na.. syempre wala parents ko.. bute nalang nanjan si sir maui..

dance for all.. lumapit sya, pero by that time sobrang pagod na ako at nahihilo dahil sa ulam, sa ilaw, sa dami ng tao, sa init.. wala pa akong ano, kaya hindi ako makapagsayaw ng maayos.

hindi pa magaganda yung mga songs.. hindi naman sa nagpatugtog sila ng crAzy frog for the second to the last song?!! tama ba..hindi tama......

last song.. magkasayaw kame. tapos wala to, biglang nag-on ng lights, nasira lahat.. wala na..

after prom.. wala kameng masilungan.. nagpunta kame ng jacinta's, may event daw kinabukasan.. hindi naman pwede kina tim.. hindi na kasya kina bes. kaya ngpunta kame ng cordillera. bute nalang pumayag sila na sa iisang room nalang kame lahat.

pero bago pa yan, nag-away pa kame.. masyado daw akong nakakadisappoint.. oh well.. wala akong ginawang masama para madisappoint siya. kasi hindi ko naman hawak yung situation. anong malay ko na madame na palang sasama tapos yung mga ayaw pa niya.. hindi ko naman kasalanan na ganun eh. ang hirap kasi sa kanya mas matimbang yung ayaw niya kesa sa gusto niya. or siguro hindi niya talaga ako gustong makasama.. nako.. nako talaga. siya pa may ganang magalit. siya pa may ganang sabihan ako na nakakadisappoint ako.. ang kapal naman.. nakakaasar. nakakainis talaga.. sirang sira na araw ko, gabi ko, madaling araw ko.. sana hindi nalang sita nagtext para sabihing magenjoy nalang daw ako.. ngtext pa talaga siya para sabihing disappointed siya sa kin.. sus.

oh well. sanay naman na ako na lageng ako may kasalanan.. syempre kasalanan ko na naman kasi pinilit pilit ko pa sya. lage naman eh.. hindi ka pa ba nagsasawa?!

im just so sure...

oh well.. kakatuwa naman.. ewan ko pero hmm basta.hindi ko msbe..pti b nmn d2.hahaha.. ang dame ng ngyare ksi, ndi man lng ako nkpgupdate.. mgiisang taon n.................assuuuss.. dramatics/.. wag n nga lng..

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halina at silipin ang pagdilat ng umaga
tahimik at saksakan ng ganda

gising na
nandiyan na ang umaga gising na
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at pungay ng iyong mga mata

kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan
kaninia pa kita tahimik na binabantayan
hindi gumagalaw, hanggang wala ang araw
sadiyang nakatanga, nakatitig lang sa iyong mukha

gising na nandiyan na ang umaga gising na
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na di mapaliwanag ng husto

gising na nandiyan na ang umaga gising na
hindi ko maintindihan ba't di mapantayan
ang kasiyahan na nadarama
tuwing nandiyan ka

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ngunit walang magagawa di pa kayang aminin
ang pagkakataon ay dapat pang palampasin
di na lng kita gigisingin